am I the only one?

I’m sure everyone has a battle of their own, and I know we all have different struggles on their day to day, I also know that people find ways to ease their troubles, we find ways to make things better or to adjust to what is around us. But what if your biggest struggle or trouble is yourself?

I am the person who will encourage an entire nation to stay positive and break through any obstacle they have in their way, I’ll even be able to tell you how to get over anything. But will I listen to myself? Will I be able to break through my obstacles? Yes, but not quite.

What if I am my biggest obstacle? My biggest struggle? Am I my own enemy? I think I am, not because I harm myself, or because I don’t push myself to take action on things that will make me better, or because I won’t push myself to get over the hump. I do, and I am damn good at it. But it won’t last. I am more than capable of doing and being efficient at whatever I desire to do, but it wont last.  Is it lack of consistency? Or not knowing my purpose in life?