The renaissance

I was asked a simple question.

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

It seems like an easy question on your eyes but, is it?

I took a trip back in time and saw all I’ve done. I have really done and accomplish a lot, things that I never thought of, things I had no clue I would be able to do or achieve.

All of those things I accomplished or did have something in common. They just happened. I didn’t think of them; I didn’t plan them out. The were not part of a set of goals I gave myself. Asked myself; what if I had a list of goals? What if I clear picture of where I want to go?

I thought I had it all figured out. Turns out I didn’t know shit. I was walking around like a chicken with no head who somehow made the right moves.

I thought about it for days. I didn’t sleep. I couldn’t think about anything else. All I thought about was my future, what the fuck am I doing with my time? Where the fuck am I going to be in 5 years? What the fuck do I want to accomplish?

Now I know what I’m capable of, now that I have an idea of what I want to do, where I want to be and what I’m going to do with my time, is something I scary. I always said that I had a scary vision, now I’m really scared (in a good way).

It won’t be easy but, not impossible.

I have proven many people wrong.

Its time to prove myself wrong.